大地震给人们带来的
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�� �����小时候我经历过地震, 唐山大地震时我还是初中生, 大冬天在露天跟家人在地震棚里住过一个月. 那时候我不知道害怕, 父亲工作的空军医院里住了很多唐山运来的伤员, 我们小孩还跑去慰问伤员和帮忙打扫病房的卫生.
�� 几天后, 一位来自唐山的梳长辫子的女生转到我们班, 她给我讲了她被埋在地下72小时的恶梦, 当时她的脸鼻口眼都被泥土封住了, 没吃没喝身子也不能动, 脑子里只有一个想法: ‘我完了’. 当解放军叔叔把她从泥瓦片中挖出来时, 她觉得阳光很刺眼也很亲切. 地震已经过去相当一段时间了, 她说话声依然很轻, 目光始终带着惶恐, 走路也怯生生的. 我当时自然不懂 ‘灾难后综合症’, 但我知道她比任何人都需要同学的爱护. 她成了我的朋友, 我和我的同学们都想帮她尽快走出那可怕的梦魇.
� 地震的经历让我知道生命无常, 瞬间天塌地裂, 房倒屋塌是小概率但可发生事件. 当大地摇晃时, 房屋在你眼前跳舞时, 无论地位的高低, 金钱的有无, 生命之帆在一呼一吸之间飘摇, 所有人的追求也在瞬间拉平在‘求生’的基本水平上. 这样毁灭性大地震不仅将城市瞬间夷为平地, 夺去无数生命还会给幸存者身体和心灵留下永久性的创伤.
May 13, 2008
Great News!!!!��Jane has a job.� May 27th will be my first day working at The Jeff Gordon School of Racing.� I will be with the team that travels to different race tracks through out the country doing the NASCAR race experience.� I will be working in the customer check in center.� Which basically is where all the guest go to check in,�I will be responsible for track scheduling,�sales, customer service, photographing the guests, providing them will all their final�timing information from their drive.� There is also lots of administrative paper work with processing�sales, having guests sign the proper paper work, yada yada yada.� I am very excited about the job.� It is by no means my dream job but it is a great place to start. �I am particularly excited about the experience I will gain just being around the race cars and the entire racing experience.� This is about as up close as I could hope to get at this point.� I can hardly wait to take my first trip in a car.� For some people this experience of riding in an actually NASCAR car is a once in a lifetime opportunity and I am going to get to do it as part of my job.� WOW, I have a lot to be grateful for.� I think the job by means is going to be easy, as it involves lots of travel and long work days but I think the experience will be invaluable and could afford me lots of opportunity to expand my network.� The job is only part time, meaning I will be working full time + hours for June, July and into August and then the work schedule will slow down.� At that time I may have to continue looking for work... but should be in a much better position.� I’m hoping to be on the inside looking out and not like I am now, on the outside looking in.
I prefer to be a dreamer among the humblest,
with visions to be realized,
than lord among those without dreams and desires.
It's incredible how you can never be you.� Well in my case, I feel like I can't.� I guess that is fear of losing her, but really should we be struggling this much.� This just crazy.�
6pm...so did you talk to him and find out if he poked a hole in the bag of fertilizer.� Yes I did! Let me guess, he said he didn't.� Yes that is what he said.� Yeah well, I don't believe him...you can't read him like I can and I know he is not telling the truth.�
So no matter what...there was no winning that conversation and what the hell amd I suppose to do?� I can't shake it out of him, he said he didn't and I talked to him over and over and he said he didn't do it.�
My head continues to spin of course after the conversation ends with her.� Feeling like I am missing something and I should have done something else to him to get it out of him.�
All it took for her was one lie, now everything he says is a lie.� OMG she is so negative towards him.� Well, he will learn and judge her for himself.� I am tired, my feelings are starting to be questionable, and I never thought I would ever say, I think I rather be alone, than deal with this anymore.
I'm done venting...any advice?� Till then...I have a productive day at work...and I need to get started.
Not very bad...
I did my best in year testing of chemistry. I shoked. 55. The best in my class.
Some weeks and we can be free. And then...Last summer of childchood.Strange feelings...
Follow Us on Our Journey
Below you will find our travel itinerary. Barring any unforeseen circumstances, we will be setting off from Beijing on June 13th 2008, and ending in Hong Kong on July 24th 2008. Realistically speaking, however, our dates and destinations will most likely fluctuate. The trip will take us from Northern China to Southern China following the Eastern seaboard. Or, if you are partial to the rooster analogy of China, we’ll be traveling from the Neck to the Gut following the outline of the Belly.
Trip Breakdown
Biking Days: 31
Volunteering Days: 4
Rest Days: 5
Total Distance: 3455KM
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